Recent life ~

Yo man, the time of now is 9:44 p.m. One more hour, is time for me to bed. I have nothing to do, furthermore, I didn't update my blog for a long time right? haha, and now I gotta feel to blog.


Firstly, my result, is really sucks this time. I thought 临时抱佛脚 is work to me, but as my result, seems not -.-  Kay, I will work harder for my final test, is the last chance to me!! I really don't wish to see my result getting worse & worse. The feeling is so shit when I get a bad result you know? But blaming no cure, action is more actual. LEE KAH PUI, PUT MORE EFFORT ON STUDY K?! YOU CAN DO IT RIGHT?! BELIEVE TO YOURSELF!


Those female friends who around me, is like many having a secret love. What I mean is 暗恋 , not 地下情 . Sometime I saw them looing at their lover, is like so happy. When the lover move nearer to them, they will get mad! Face red, nervous, keep laughing, act nothing, HAHA, how cute?! But sometime they saw the lover chat with other girls, they will scold the girls, haha! Is like really treat them as their boyfie, haha!! Today I chat this topic with kar wai, and she said that I seem less secret love to ppl. Ya, is really less to me, I dislike the feeling that I can't get what I want.


My recent life, I think is just a normal life to me. Not that happy, but not that sad also. Sometime I just feel like sitting alone and not to talk, I like to be quite, I mean sometime, haha. If friends or boyfie beside me, I will talk non-stop -.-  HAHA I don't know why also! Like just now, the whole afternoon I didn't talk, I just view some blog to read, play phone games, read to the comic, looking at the sky, and listen to the emo korean songs. You know what, I like to listen emo songs doesn't mean I am emo girl okay? I just like the rhythm of those emo songs, quite, slow, and relax. I love the feeling~ But after my boyfie talk to me, I will suddenly have a good mood back, haha!


You know, I am a girl who quite easily ' eat vinegar ' But I won't easily get mad with my boyfie, cause my endurance is strong  :P   Sometime I saw him talk to girls or else, my face will turn up 360 degree, but I won't tell him or what. I just let it be. And them keep scolding in my heart. You know what!! I am just not that perfect. He is nearing perfect  -.- and having many admirers -.-  I really hate to listen people tell me who is his admirers or ex-es -.-!!  Yo man! Telling me for what? WHAT CAN I DO? Go in front the girl and whack her gao gao, then kick her to Africa? Impossible right? PLEASEEE!! Do not tell me anymore k? -.-   What can I do is be a better and better me.


Because of him, because of myself, BE A BETTER ME!  :)  Is time to bed. So just stop here. Goodnight  *xoxo*