Xiaoyu ' s blog: July 2011

22 July 2011

我不开心

我想说，我不开心。
谁可以来救救我？

我多么希望现在有一个人会打来问我，
嘉佩，你不开心？

又或者，什么也不需要说，给我睡在他的肩旁痛痛快快地哭。
算了吧，我自己一个人也可以很好。

18 July 2011

Okay , friendship cure back because of your apologize . Maybe people will think I am a barbaric girl , always do not admit my own fault and force people to say sorry to me . But about that matter , I am sure that I didn't do wrong anything . But the only question , why you can said if I feel humiliation , I can go and delete the wall post . But the one who delete the wall post is you . Why you can go and delete yourself and say if I dislike I can go and delete it ? If a person who don't know the matter clearly , I think they will thought the one who delete was me right ? Maybe people will gossip me and said that this is just a small matter , so care for what ? What can I say is , everyone has their own baseline . And my baseline is can't because of some small matter and made people misunderstanding me , suspect me . For me , this is totally cannot acceptable . Whatever , this is just a clarify , doesn't represent anything . It's over of the argue , friend back :)

17 July 2011

请学会尊重，谢谢，

朋友，为何朋友？

我要的朋友是懂得尊重对方的，
不是我是你的朋友，就代表你可以在很多人面前挖苦我，作弄我

如果这是玩不起的话，
那我是这种人

就算我跟你玩得很颠，
也不代表我和你是好朋友吧？

如果你连很基本的尊重都不会，
你真的不配在别人的面前说你是我的朋友

看来接下来的日子我又会以我的臭脸来面对人了，
最近真的过得不怎么好。

14 July 2011

坚强点吧 :)

这一次，我想给你全世界。这一次，遍体鳞伤也没关系。
这一次，用尽所有的勇敢。这一次，可以什么都不在乎。

但只是这一次就够了。
因为生命再也承受不起这么重的爱情。

我愿意为你丢弃自尊，放下矜持，不管值不值，不管爱得多卑微。
只因为值得。

但是事情发生得太理所当然了，稍不留神就结束了，
过了，就是过了，再也回不去了。

我渴望爱情里有这样一个人：

在他面前，我可以放肆地笑，也可以嚎啕地哭；
可以高兴时一脸烂漫，生气时无理耍泼；

可以和他争吵后，然后等着他来哄。
在他心里，知道我的逞强和脆弱，给我需要的呵护和安慰；

清楚我所有的缺点，然后用温暖的爱来包容；
即使身边佳丽如云也不为所动，他的心中只有我。

如果你无意间做了这些，我会很感动。
可惜的是，你没有。

感动就是有些事，你没指望他做的，他却做了；
你没指望他说的，他却说了，还说得如此刻骨铭心

感动，其实很简单。

有时我会以为蒙上了眼睛，就可以看不见这个世界；
以为捂住了耳朵，就可以听不到所有的烦恼；
以为脚步停了下来，心就可以不再远行。
以为没有了你，没什么大不了。

现在才知道，其实我需要你。

世界就是这样，跌倒了，就站起来，又跌倒，就再站起来。
没什么大不了。而这个过程只会让你更坚强。

11 July 2011

Sunny yesterday ;)

I used three days to read this , nice to read , JENG ! :D It's about a game that given by a teacher . Every students must be a angel , and the angel have a host . Angel need to help their host to solve their problems through letter . But the don't know who is their host , who is their angel . After the game was over , the teacher will tell them who is their host and their angel . It's a nice story ! Millions of recommend :D

10 . 07 . 2011 @ Sunday

Yesterday was my brother's birthday . Happy belated birthday to you , my dear bro :) At the early morning , I wrote some blessing on a paper and pasted at his door . He was surprise to see it , I think ! HAHAHA . Around twelve , brother fetch me to mcd .

I love this , mcshaker !

Brother's big mac !

I had a great appetite yesterday . I ate a large size mchicken , two bottle of cola , two packet of french fries with bbq powder , two pieces of nugget . Can not imagine how much is the calories ! :S Please lar lee kah pui , start exercise tomorrow okay ?!

My noob face -.-

Pimples , GO AWAY .
I don't want to see you on the next shot !

Around 6 ,
I suggested to walk around our garden .

But the sunshine was bask yesterday ,
so we brought a purple umbrella out , kaiqin's favourite colour ;)

I cannot open my eyes because of the sunshine :S

I look cute here , I KNOW :P

She wasted 10 minutes to close this umbrella I think ! XD

Around 6 something , we said bye bye to each other . Then had my dinner ;) After dinner , I were boring enough until tied my hair to braids :P

- ORIGINAL PHOTO -

Finish post ! I should do my tuition homeworks now . Allah , life is how boring with homeworks ? :(

Cutest bao ♥

Hello , here I am updating my blog and watching boys over flower * winks * Ahem ! I'm gonna to show you guys a bao , a cutest bao ! Em ? You thought it's a bao ? Definitely wrong ! It's a dog , my cutest fattest stupidest doggie - baobao . Actually she call brownie , but my grandma can't pronouce it clearly , so call she as baobao :P

Yiiii ,

bao ar bao , why don't you look to camera eh ? :(

Then outside was hotter & hotter ,

baobao was suffer & suffer !

Then my mum suggested to bring her come in :D

Her tail swing the non stop !

HAHAHA

The funniest scene is coming up ,

DANG DANG !

She look's good looking with my old pyjamas :P

She was sleeping with wearing a pyjamas ! XD

Bao arrrrr , ni hao cute ! :D

Okay , that's all of this post . Here I'm going to update a new post , wait for few hours kay ? STAY TUNED GUYS !

9 July 2011

Crazy class photo :P

Hehe , I had a KFC brunch today . Delivery by brother ;) KFC stand for kentucky fried chicken , but I only eat those french fries & salad . Oh DELICIOUS ! :D And I drank 2 classes of cola ! It's exceed my record :S

30 . 06 . 2011 @ Thursday

Oops , miss karwai brought her phone to school that day , bad student ehhhh ! :P It's a million IMPOSSIBLE that we won't take pictures ! So start the pictures now !

Round face I have :/

Oh ! That day was koperasi day . Had a discount if you buy those stationery . We didn't bought any stationey , but POP ! HAHAHA . Oops , it's my favaurite taste , lemon , JENG ! RM 1 per one bottle ;) And yea BECKY , I already sent you one lorry of pop through dream dy , do you recieved ? :P

Lian had a money pose ,
and my pose was happy because have money .

Quite lame right ? XD

This is LC face :P

Pop bu shi qi shui bu shi qi shui :D

LIN SOO KUAN & LEE KAH PUI :)

CHOW KAR WAI & CHONG YINING

Eh hambao ning ,

you look pale here :S

Oops , what they're laughing with showing their teeth ? XD Chong yining was showing her middle finger to the camera , and chow kar wai surround her middle finger . Hem , I guess you guys know what's the meaning right ? :$

I'm so hardworking doing my homeworks ! :D

Okay , next round ,

we went to toilet for capture photo , non stop ! :P

I like ah lian 's face here ,

SO CUTE ! :D

I discover that I were the only one who peacing -.-

My best classmates ,

appreacite our friendship !

Laugh , gossip , laugh , gossip ,

what we doing in the everyday :D

I like to peace !

Peace to you , peace to me ,

peace to everyone :D

Today is the first day that we didn't texting at all . Meaning we were over right ? Actually we should be over earlier , but we not willing to do this . Thinking what you had promise me , my only reaction is : LAUGH & LAUGH . I didn't moody , upset or emo , really . I think I already give you up , you're not mine , I'm not yours too . Good luck to your next girl , and please , if you love her , stop flirting to others . I bet no one will like their boyfie to chat with other with those sweet words that you told her before ! Girls , if the man is really love you , they won't promise you all too much of thing , because they knew , if they can't do it , you may be sad . They don't want you all sad because he love you :)

8 July 2011

Let go

You , you ruin my mood again . The more I care the more I have to lost . But why I'm always the only serious one ? You always told me those sweet words , yea , I'm very happy while I saw it . But I can feel it wasn't issue from your heart , I know . Okay , since you treat my love as a joke , I think I really want to let go . Let you go , it's a painful decision . I tried hundred times , fail millions times . What I realised is a man who truly loves you will never let you go , no matter how hard the situation is . Okay ! It all comes to the end about the past and you . For the future , about me , to be continued ! :) Girls , remember , sometimes the right person for you was there all along . You just didn't see it because the wrong one was blocking the sight . This is what I get a conclusion from this love .