31 December 2011

最后的伤感


就让我伤心多一次吧,就一次。其实我没有很伤心,只是很,我不会说。
我很讨厌你们,不了解我却在那里讲多多,真的很想说:关你屁事?


首先我想说,我的部落不需要太多人关注还是什么。毕竟我我开部落的定义是:给以后的自己看。
以前是,现在是,以后都是。
我不会把我的部落当成 facebook,反正部落对我来说还是比较私人的东西。


有没有发现,我每个状态都是 emo emo 的。我很少会把开心分享出来,相反地,我不开心我会写出来,不然我怕我会有忧郁症 -.-
我开心时,周围的人一定感受到。不开心时,我只会默默承受,如果我把它写去状态,那就代表我真的很介意。


我不开心,我不明白为什么我得到的不是安慰而是责骂。
我越在乎的人,越不在乎我。所以我永远都是一副不在乎的样子,但又谁真的真正明白我?
可能真的会有人在乎我,愿意在我伤心时扶我一把。但是越在乎我的人,我就越不在乎。我就这样的搞笑,LOL


有时我觉得自己很矛盾。
我很想让人知道我不开心,但是我却不愿意说出来。
我很想被爱,但真的有人爱时我会想东想西。
我很想要好得成果,但自己却不去努力。
我很想要人家知道我不喜欢的东西,但最终我还是默默地告诉自己:算了吧
我有很多的很想,但同时我也有很多的但是。


其实,我很想人家明白我,但是我始终都是我心封起,不让人去明白。
所以我真的服了我自己。
算吧,把今年不开心的,忧郁的,伤感的,全部给埋起。
李嘉佩,要爱自己!
爱爱爱 :D




* 烟花到处放,
人们到处的狂欢。
祝所有的人会有一个很开心的跨年 :)

What I done at the last night? ;)




Got the party feel at google, haha.



Looks got tummy at this photo right?
sik dek xi fuk, sik dek xi fuk! :P


31 . 12 . 2011 @ Saturday



I bought this at popular today,
hehe, this will be my 2012 notebook :)





I don't smile I don't smile,
hehehohoahahhuhu ~



HAHAHA,
guess what? XD



Bought this at klia,
not that nice -.-


DINNER





Favor oh favor!



Likey oh likey!



Thumbs down oh thumbs down!



A very fun apps. Like instagram, but this is for posting video one. HAHA. Don't know why, I feel video is more reality than picture. Hehe. Is watching live new year's eve concert, taipei one, shanghai one, korea one. Hey yea, I passed my night like this. How about you guys? :)


Hopefully tonight will be a great night :)




Another sexy sweet to start this post, haha! You can't blame on me, not I want to post one sex sweet to each new post, is just timely I wanna eat before I blog, HAHAA.



HAHAAA,
sweet :)


30 . 12 . 2011 @ Friday



The menu



Soft drinks = teen drinks.
Coffee = eldrely drinks.


This is what one fm said -.-
DISAGREE ~



The light made my pimples not obvious,
GOOD JOB!







Their pizza is so focal that day,
gosh, taste will better if without focal I think :S



Tried this new year skirt last night, HAHAAA. I don't know why recently I like to put my shirt into the short or skirt. Look so mature, LOL!


31 . 12 . 2011 @ Saturday


Gosh, my neighbors are overly fault today! Beside my house the neighbor, he played ' 你不知道的事 ' & ' 你不在 ' these songs repeat and repeat when I were having my sweet dream! And behind my house the neighbor, his baby keep shouting ' kakak ' , ' baobao ' and cry out loud. I were so pissed off at the moment, as everyone knew, LEE KAH PUI DISLIKE PPL TO WAKE HER UP WHEN SHE REALLY SLEEPY! -.-


Then I bath and prepare, I thought mummy just want to bring me to ipoh garden east for brunch today, who knows she want to go parade for buying cosmetic and walk around -.- So I changed a dress to there.



After that, actually we want to starbucks,
but I suggested to chatime :P



Gosh the pimples that below my mouth, so ugly, spoil my hang out mood. I rejected three dating today. Sorry my friends :/



Pearl milk tea,
you're the best!! :D


People keep discussing where to count down tonight. LOL. New year eve is it so important? Or peeps just giving an excuse to clubbing? Haha, who knows? :) Whatever, hope you girls and guys and also myself will have a great night * winks *

30 December 2011

Still demcember :/

@ Last week



A very weird look -.-



Recently I keep on watching taiwan drama,
don't know why I have no good feel to hk drama :S



Nice, so touch!



Not finish yet,
but quite nice, just quite :)



This, front part nice,
back part so boring -.-


29 . 12 . 2011 @ Thursday




oatmeal bread,
my recent favorite :D



Facial,
my face so red now, so sad! :/



And received this,
batu send to me :P



From taiwan!



Gao zi oh gao zi,
dim gai lei gam hou sik?!



I hope this is real :P



Spamming!

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See her -.-



And my aunt, spammed my whats app, do you know I feel very angry & annoy when my phone keep ringing!? -.-


30 . 12 . 2011 @ Friday



Restaurant tim shun long, hey shit! A weird restaurant!! Food not special, I don't blame on this. But there is so smelly and disorderly service. GOSH, I SWEAR I WON'T GO THERE ANYMORE!!



After that, went to a boutique with mummy, actually is acc. And mummy keep asking my opinion, and the sales said: how good is this daughter?! others daughter just will always ask her mother faster to back. HAHAAA, is quite happy to listen this :$





Still remember that my cousin's grandpa bought a sexual sweet from japan to my family? HAHAAA, what you guess at this? I think you guys might know? If don't know, jiejie tell you : THIS IS CONDOM. Omg :$


* One more day to go, gonna end 2012. FASTER PLEASE!!


29 December 2011

Shit mood

What to do? I am so upset in this moment, serious emo, freaking moody! Why I don't tell out?
Why I don't just like others post out a status to tell what I dislike, who I dislike. I hope I've this courage to do so. Shit mood! Please end up 2011 faster!

Cousins Day :)


I am so proud of myself that doing this,
do you know how hard it's?! :P


27 . 12 . 2011 @ Tuesday


Went to berlin with mummy for brunch



Ice lemon, tea :)





Mine



Mummy,
this is so jenggg ~


28 . 12 . 2011 @ Wednesday


My cousins came my house



This is sex sweet from japan,
cousin's grandpa gift us one, LOL



This is only one not about sex :S



Walk around ~











JUMPPPP!









Of course need some snacks for passing the day :P



She helped me made this!
FUN WITH SPECS

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And sport!







Is fact :)


I am so moody emo upset, please save me. please.